Life wisdom

 

So soon I'm groping in heroes. In the last few months I've added another hero, Alvin Lee, unfortunately died too young. With his band Ten Years After he wrote and played for decades a very own Blues Rock with often fantastic lyrics. Just played my favorite album of this band on the record player, A Space In Time, their sixth album, released in August 1971. I'm just ten years old. In 1973 the album will be released Recorded Live That I borrow from the local plates and spin for a week. It's my first acquaintance with Ten Years After and Alvin Lee and then I borrowed some of their lps from the same address. Only, an old blues guitarist once put it this way: To love the blues, you must have suffered, suffered. Of course, at the age of 12, I think I'm suffering a lot, but time is going to teach me that's bullshit. Meanwhile, a few decades later, I suddenly became a huge blues fan. In the meantime I have nine old albums, from the early days, from Ten Years After in my album cabinet, or rather next to my record player, because not a day goes by without these four blues rockers. I just dropped out of the next line. About The Hill on:

 

I got too much to loose,

no one can fill my shoes.

 

This seems to me to be a very good attitude and wisdom. Not the defeatist nothing to loose of the no future period from the 1980s, but I may be there, I matter and that what I have is precious and worthwhile. These are mainly intangible possessions such as creativity, love, spiritual development, intelligence and all the other achievements that make life worthwhile. It's even better when you have a nice life besides yourself. It's different for everyone. For one, that (many) friends, a nice house to live in, fun activities or walking in nature on sunny days, for the other a nice job, wife and children, sports and so on. You can make the list as long as you want, but it's important that you get along with yourself, have confidence and enjoy the things that are happening.

 

 

 

 

archetype

Last Saturday it was King's Day again in the Netherlands, the traditional celebration of the fact that the country in which I live is ruled in name by a king, formerly queens. In my hometown, this is celebrated through a huge free market, which attracts a lot of people from all over the country. It was never my thing, but I've been in on it for about ten years, especially since my girlfriend, whom I met over ten years ago, is crazy about it. And because, not long after I got to know her, I revived an old hobby, namely the collection of long-played records, called vinyl or short-played album. However, this year I had no puff and lay around like a dishcloth in my house, which is near one of the most famous locations of that free market. My girlfriend was already out early, but was proud of me two hours later with thirty second-hand lps under her arm.

I've been playing these records for a few days now. It's mostly very old jazz. I have been listening to jazz regularly for a year or two and have a very modest collection, which largely consists of recordings by Miles Davis. This is quite different. The early jazz is lighter, sometimes even more cheerful. There's a box called "Collector History Of Classic Jazz" with five lp. Longplayer 1 starts with fascinating drum roll that the title "Examples Of African Tribal Music" has been given, so that's what the origin of jazz is. Tonight I'm ready for long player 3, whose music sounds like pretty old blues. On side 2 the text of the fifth song, with the title still unknown to me at that time, "Three Woman Blues" draws my attention.

The text of this issue is as follows:

♪ I ain't never loved ♪
But three women ruled my life.
The first was my mother,
The second was my sister
And the third was the girl that wrecked my life.

A wave of recognition went through me. But more important than that: Someone else, long ago had the same experience! In another time, another country, with a completely different background and in a completely different society probably. Soon I wondered if there was a pattern, if many more men felt it or experienced it? The step towards the idea of an underlying archetype was quickly made. Now if there is, that would make my problem much lighter and easier to handle. After all, the whole situation and life history, which I've been struggling with for a lifetime, suddenly looks very different in this light. The three supreme women then are only puppets in a game of a, albeit very powerful, inherited psychic phenomenon in my collective unconscious, which I myself am a willless victim of (become). And what's that like for women? Is the archetype manipulating them in a manly way? Through the experiences with a father, a brother and the first puppy to break their hearts? It gets you to think about and especially to relativize all that insoluble anger, frustration and impotence. Suddenly I felt less heavy and the energy started to flow a bit. Well, a little? I'm late at night typing this in my computer. What is music healing, I change my mind for the umpteenth time in my life.

ummagumma II

What is it exactly what I felt and why, when I made the album Ummagumma From Pink Floyd for the first time 55 years ago? What was that immediate profound fascination with that music? Below I'm going to try to make clear what made the unconscious recognition possible, using a chapter from the collected works of Carl Gustav Jung that I read this morning. At first, it is probably useful when I talk about the psychological approach of a work of art, in Jung's work it was literature. I took the liberty of using his approach to this music, as I think I recognize it in that music.

CG Jung distinguishes two methods of creation, the psychological and the visionary. For my story, which must remain very concise, only the visionary is enough, partly because I find what I am looking for. What strikes me directly is that the psychological explanation of, in this case the visionary art on the album Ummagumma, is a primal vision of chaos and darkness that would be incompatible with certain moral categories. These three categories are: standards, values and attitudes. Standards and values refer to behavior, while attitude pertains to the person acting.

Let me start with the latter. It probably pertains to an experience that seems incompatible with the personality or fiction of the composer's consciousness. The conflict leads to wanting to make it invisible, the displacement towards the unconscious of the experience in question. Furthermore, I am not going to go here because reducing the visionary experience to the personal experiences of the creators, the experience makes it something figuratively, a surrogate, loses the primal character and the primal vision becomes a symptom, a psychic neurosis of the maker, so to speak, and the chaos is reduced to a spiritual order. This statement will soon return within the limits of the ordered cosmos. That's not what I experienced when I was listening and a whole new world opened to me. The only order I could distinguish were the music notes played on the musical instruments.

The source of the shared experience here must be taken seriously though it seems that the mind will feel compelled to intervene in this obscure metaphysics to prevent the world from sinking into dark superstition. Maybe because I was so young and was completely open because of my fascination, the last thing happened to me. A listener who doesn't unknowingly identify himself with the atmosphere and message that is contained in these songs and doesn't understand this music is probably a rich fantasy, artist grilling or derailed poetic freedom. Maybe there was a more everyday love experience among the members of the band or one of them. The passion behind it is in any case palpable and leaves some less deep minds lost. The experience of the maker has become a real symbol, an expression for an unknown reality. It has become a fact, a psychic reality with as much value as a physical reality, for me anyway.

The feelings, the passion, of both the members of Pink Floyd, and mine lie within the consciousness, the object of the vision outside, which makes it mystical or magical. The band between the music and the band on the one hand and me on the other is for good forged, although the members of Pink Floyd will not have noticed any of that. The feeling that is summoned to me is that of things that are naturally secret. They're mysterious and creepy, an illusion because they're hidden by the ratio, the mind. They hide from such things out of fear of God.

The cosmos represents the consciousness, the sun and the faith of the day here, while the chaos stands for the nightly fear, the moon and the unconscious. This tension creates the question if there is anything alive on the other side. My soul was drawn out of the human, in the above human, which is also called the divine. This is, of course, a very strong and profound experience at the age of nine, the profound consequences of which at that time were completely inconceivable. Was it a trick of the unconscious to give me an omen in this threatening and ominous way that something will happen?

The laws, moral and practical, which man has invented to protect us from the madness of fear of metaphysics, the eternal fire of God, which may be too close here, fall out of here and do not last in this young mind of mine. The beauty of this darkness was to me so awesome and encompassing that it was like a revelation of a new unknown religion. This is what brought my fascination up from the deepest source of my being, my unconscious and his archetypes. The fascination lies in the experience and in the source and is still there, now almost 55 years later.

Every time the collective unconscious penetrates the experience and joins the time consciousness, a creative act has taken place that pertains to the whole period, it is a message to contemporaries.

ummagumma

It's Christmas 1969 and I'm staying with my dad and his girlfriend for the first time. Saturday morning, ten o'clock and I discovered their record collection in the closet to the left of the sliding doors with glass. I am already a music lover myself, although I am just nine years old and my curiosity has been awakened. There is also a sound system on the board below. An amplifier in a red metal cabinet with a white aluminium front with lots of buttons and a Dual plate player. The amplifier my father's friend's cousin built for her, as I'll hear later. I can't wait to hear that play, I'm just used to the old radio with white plastic pickup in a big wooden dense console that my uncle made for my mother. I'm browsing one by one because of the many lp.

All classical music I notice disappointed. I discovered about four years ago the origin of pop music and I am only interested in it. So far I can only get through the pirate channels on the middle wave and a couple of singles, which my grandmother bought for me on the offer and "A Hard Days Night" from The Beatles, which I got through her from an unknown second cousin.

Suddenly I encounter a cover with a hypnotic photo with Droste effect, on which four men with very long hair, and I think aha, this is interesting! The band is Pink Floyd and the album Ummagumma. I'll ask if I can set it up. That's okay, and he's gonna be put on for me.

I'm going to sit in the old armchair, with a green with blue and purple striped cover over it, opposite the white with black speakers on top of both cabinets. It's that as a little boy I'm hiding deep in the big armchair, otherwise I would have fallen out! I am carried away in a panorama of ominous musical sounds. Dark vibrating basses, accompanied by heavy dark drums and very light fast taps on high heads. An electric guitar whines right through it and someone sings, screams an incomprehensible text. The whole thing is exciting and quite frightening, but beautiful, beautiful! It touches deep into my heart and soul.

This is a completely different world. This is my due, that's how I want to live, going through me. Then my dad's girlfriend comes into the room with a moaning vacuum cleaner. I object, but it shouldn't help, but I know what to do. The music I have listened to so far is no longer enough, I have found my passion. I'll write this right after Easter 2024. I still have that lp of my father, who has long passed away himself, and hardly a week goes by that I do not turn at least one side of this double lp and get caught in rapture. While I now own many hundreds of albums and CDs. I know there have been quite a few moments in my life, which have turned out to be a true revolution, a revelation, but this was, I think, the first, and as far as I am concerned, one of the most beloved and with the most profound consequences and the deepest effect. It turned my life upside down.

Breathe

# Breathe, breathe in the air #
Don.
Leave, but do not leave me
Look around and choose your own ground

For Long, you live and high you fly
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
And all you touch and all you see

Run, rabbit, run
Dig that hole, forget the sun
And when all last the work is done
♪ Don't sit down, it's time to dig another one ♪

For long, you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race towardss an easy grave

 

This text comes from the song "Breathe" on the album "The Darkside of the Moon" by Pink Floyd. The album is released in March 1973, now almost fifty years ago. In my opinion, it is still an iconic long player, whom I have been listening to with great pleasure for fifty years and of which I have several copies.

The text begins with the invocation to breathe deeply, to love and to begin your journey, without removing and yet above all to remain yourself.

The first chorus that follows describes the desire to have a long, prosperous life. That you may develop and enjoy spiritually and emotionally, including the material world.

The following verse opens with a reference to the story "Alice in Wonderland" and the call to repent within yourself to deepen, over and over again.

The last chorus seems to be another wish, a wish for you to go with the flow and balance on the biggest wave you can find, like a surfer. But then there's a turning point, because it doesn't end well when you live like this, according to the writers of the song, Richard Wright and David Gilmour, it leads to premature death. Spiritual or physical seems to me.

The text is clearly a legacy of the previous flower power of the sixties. Love should be the most important goal in life, but it is often not. The song is an introduction to the rest of the songs of the album. It is a concept album, this is an album on which all songs belong and tell a consistent story. "The Darkside of the Moon" is an album that covers the various ailments of the 1970s, such as boredom, money, war and madness.
Between 50 and 70 million copies were sold.

Today, these issues are as relevant as they were 50, 60 years ago. Like breathing, love remains a prerequisite for life, not only to lubricate and shape the contact between all participants in human society, but also to ensure the survival of that same humanity. Flights, also one of the themes of "Breathes', are not a solution, although sometimes a imaginable desire. Facing the situation and handling it to the best of knowledge is a better choice.